glad you asked =D (btw didn't mean to reply that late :O)
the reason why I first decided I wanted medical school is for me to specialize in either psychology or neurosurgery, also thought about forensic medicine and diagnostic medicine
but I don't think am gonna specialize in forensic, I like investigating and I'm not realy disgusted easily but to me the dead body is only the bottle where the soul was kept and I believe there is more to humans than just an empty bottle
diagnostic is also appealing to me coz it involves investigations so to speak
but what I feel most passionate about (I think) is psychology and neurosurgery also I think I heard about neuropsychology which I'm assuming would involve both, I hate psychologists who think they have the right to tell people what's right and what's wrong and think that it's their right to judge people according to some tests they are taught at school, so I want to study the human behavior while knowing that no matter how many people I examine I'll never have the right to tell people they're crazy or mentally ill, but I (or anyone) have the right to have my theories and opinions of people that might be right or wrong, also to work with people that are different and don't just follow the stupid rules put by humans and followed by other humans just because these rules are popular.
so when I first decided I want medicine it wasn't to help people

because I believe that no matter what your job is you are helping people in a greater way than you could possibly imagine
I know I talked a lot but it was your fault, you asked

LOL thanks for asking
common tell me what's going on with your work, what do you do, any good movies you've watched recently?